এক মন খারাপের আগুন

তুমি কি আমার মত কানতে পার চোখ ভিজিয়ে?
ঘরের কোনায় নরবরে খাটের উপোর বসে তোমারও কি মরে যেতে ইচ্ছে হয়?
আমার কেনো এমন ইচ্ছে হয়!!

aj ami ki???

Shedin rastay boshe koto manush odhikarer dhoya tule andolon korechilo,
Amar amon kono dabi chilo na,
Jekhane ditiobar geleo ektukhani klanti ashe na amar jaoar moto amon kono jayga chilona,
Amar amon kono protiva chilo na,jake niye somoy katano jay,
Amon kono dukkho chilo na jar jonno prochondo koshto hoy,
Vison anonde buk veshe jay amon kono anonder sriti chilona amar...
Amon kono hath chilo na jake dhortei mon valo hoye jay,
Amon kono sporsho chilo na ja shorgoke tene matite namate pare,
Amar amon kono nari chilo na jake deklei odvut sob kolponay ami neshagrosto hoye porte pari,
Jar jonno ami khub sadharon kaj korte pari,...nirdidhay......
Amar amon kono manush chilo na jake sob kichu khule bola jay....
Amar chilo na amon kono otit jekhane abar fire jete ichcha kore....
Amar ja kichu chilo,tar moddhe ki jano akta chilo na.
Amar chilo sudhu akrokha jedh,
Rath jege kobita lakhar baje shovab,
Amar chilo ojosro shopno,jar vetor ami shiri beye upore uthte cheshta kortam,
Ar bar bar pore jetam.......
Akhon ami sudhu roder pash kete hete chole jai,
Rod'ke kono proshno kori na ager moto,
Aj ami amar vetor amake khuje peyechi, ami ar kichu khuji na............
Oi je guriguri brishti'te dariye thake chup-chap meyeta,takeo na,
Sob odhikar chere diye ami aj khonosthayi chayar moto chup kore nive jai.....
Ami hoye jai akasher moto ak-gheye rong,jar haranor kichu nai,
Ami aj ai sohorer kono ak vule vora manush,
Chokher pechone lukiye thaka ak obuj kobi.............

Shei chotto para.........

18 Bochor age ai debdaru gachta amar shoman chilo,
Aj she amake chariye dotala ak ottalikar shoman,
Ai gachtar pichone je purano dotalar bari,
Tate Shofiq vai’ra thake,
18 Bochor age she chilo a parar sobche chonchol duronto kishor,
Chotto koutuke she ho ho kore heshe ut’to,
Aj she ak moddho boyoshi roga-shoga manush,
Tar shorirer vetor ak voyonkor oshukh,
Tar upor nirvor kore akti poribar,
She akhon kabol fal-fal kore takiye thake,
Rastar opashe tiner aktola barita akhono ager motoi ache,
Ghortar danpasher chotto kather janalata shudhu bondho,
Oi janalata’k ami kokhono bondho thakte dekhini,
18 Bochor age Ronjona oi room’tay thakto,
Ronjona’ke ak jholok dakhar jonno protidin school ferar pothe janala’tar dike takiye thaktam,
Aj tara kothay chole gache jani na,
Amar otit akhon nikhoj kono briddho,
Take a paray ar kokhono dakha jabe na,
Gari’te amar pashe boshe ache amar istrii(wife),
She tar meye’k ghum parache,
18 Bochore akta chotto paray koto poriborton,
Sodium alor pashe kichu jhi jhi poka vir kore,
Fish fish kore ke jano bole jay-
Beche thakai akti nirobichchinno haranor utshob........

Sutopa

Aj ar kobitay na, akta shugondhi shada kagoje tomake chithi likchi. Ai chithi'r kono abritti hobe na.Video hoye youtube thikana theke manusher ghore ghore ai chithi pouche jabe na. Ai chithi sudhu tomar jonno, niribili kono ratrite lekha. Janalar pashe boshe pordagulo shorie falo.Sutopa, aibar bolo kamon acho.Gotokal tomar akta boro chithi peyechi.Tomar chithi jure ajo shei shopno vora okkhorer nochshaw,ajo sehi shorshe kheter rong theke neya anondo....ajo sheisob tumi.... ekti chithi hoye ashle amar hate.Tomar chonchol govir shei chokh duto'ke kivabe aj bishal ghomta diye dheke dile!Onov'vosto oi sharir acholer niche montake ki tumi shanto rakte paro?Amar basha'r kohta tumi jante cheyecho,ki ar bolbo....Ami thaki dotola akta purano bashay...Shiri diye uthei dan pashe akta chotto kamra.Amar room'e tamon kichu nei,shudu sritir kuasha,deyale tangano ache shegun kather freme badhano Robindronath'er akta chobi.Balisher kapor chire gache dui mash holo,kinte mone thake na.Amar dairy lekhar je table,tar pashe akta janala ache,tar pashei akta prokando mehogoni gacher koyekti dalpala. Sutopa, tumito janoi oi venus nogorir kono sharthopor debi'r ovishape amar jonmo kono moddhobitter ghore.Hater rekha'gulo mitthe vobishshoter ashash diyechilo.Choto betoner akta chakri kori akhon.Tomake bolar moto amar er cheye beshi kichu nei.Shesob aj thak.Aj kano jani saradin mone porche Hasan Sir'er class faki diye boi malay ghurar kotha.Shedin tumi ki porechile ta mone pore na, ahchca shedin ki tomar mon kharap chilo?Jani ato bochor por aisob proshno'er kono mane nei.Tobuo kano jani jante ichche kore.Oije samner dike bishal bot gachtar niche amra boshe chilam.Ogonito shotabdir protisruti niye tomar hath amar hater upor rekhechile,ar thoro-thoro kapchilo shei hath.Ar koyekti obaddho chul hele pore chilo tomar kopal theke choker upor.Tumi takiye chile dure akti bachcar hate dhora kichu gas baloon'er dike.Tomar nishash'gulo chilo Itali'r kono cafe'te soddo prostut coffee'r moto ushno,tomar ar amar chokh'gulo chilo shanto.Aj shei koyekti chokh pathor hoye gache.Aj office theke chuti niyechi, vabchi aj fuchka khete TSC jabo..................Sutopa aj 12i srabon.... Agun, sutopa aj agun joleche saradin.......Ai sohore aj aguner utsob,ami aj ghore thakbo na.......
Sutopa, aj dure kothao hat'te jabo.....aka aka....aj rate hatbo.....ai nogorir kono nirob golite hat'te hat'te hariye jabo.........